When you don't get it, or you can't have it,
It's going to hurt.
And that's what I'm scared of right now.
People say they're "scared" about going for auditions all the time. They say they're scared but most times, their fear is of the performing. Of the presenting to an audience. Of giving a shitty performance.
I think what I'm most afraid of, is what happens if I don't make the cut