Here it is

fuck you world.

there, I said it.

I don't know what's going on or why I'm so pissy.

I'm not like overwhelmed with rage or anything. I'm just pissy. And not in the best of moods.

I don't know what to do for myself anymore.

I simply, don't know how.

Top ten things on my mind

1) I need to take out my trash

2) I ought to fold my knickers and clean laundry

3) and then put them all away

4) I don't feel like doing anything much

5) I'm not going to smoke anymore tonight

6) Is she okay? Hmm

7)I want to lie about on my bed

8) I like how Serangoon's piece looks in my head. Will they pull it off thought?

9) My clean laundry isn't going to fold itself

10) I should text Jo and Sugi about schedules

11) FUCK. why didn't I tell Sugi in person just now

12) This sucks

13) I want to lie in bed

14) My laundry won't fold itself and my room is starting to look like a kip

15) I hope my Kuo Chuan kids get something out of the 12th

16) laundry. it's waiting.

17) I should take off my contacts because they're dry

18) This is NOT ten things

19) I want to block out the world for a while

20) What I do about all the things in my head in the meantime

So I'm pissy and annoyed and it's not anybody's fault but I don't fucking feel like doing anything.

So I say,

Fuck you world. fuck you.