If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it?

You can keep your eyes wide open for so long that it starts to sting,
and still, realization won't hit you. Not if you don't want it to.

Maybe, if I think about it, I'd just rather not.
Weighing it out, i think it's called. And we always forget to do that.
But I should, because I'm not supposed to have anything to lose.