Missing

Dear whoever you are,

Find me?

Find me,

Find me. 

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There are days I feel like I'm breaking.

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I remember this. I remember this feeling. 

This wanting to be enough, wanting you to look my way twice. And I remember learning again how to be on my own, how to be okay, how to be sad and need a cuddle but pack my things and head to the gym instead. I've been here before, and I can do it again. 

I can. 

Because everywhere I turn, she's always going to be right there saying,

"They'll want you, but only when you're beautiful."

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How about

You get back to me when you want to. 

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I have no doubt that I could love you

Forever

The only trouble is 

You really don't have the time.