4:47- look at your phone. Type back.
Somewhere between 4:47 and 5:05- feel a myriad of things in all it's different shades until you're out of bed before you're next due to hit the snooze button,
and go downstairs.
And then, eight minutes in, all I could think was- if I can hold on to this burning in my chest and the pounding in my ears, then that means that at least I can feel something a bit more than you.
Why does it feel like there should've been a safety net in place?