Today reminds me of home.
The weather, the feel, the sounds.
Especially since five this afternoon.
And I realize over and over again just how much I miss home.
Some days are more bearable than others, like today.
Other days see me sitting on a bench and crying myself stupid.
Today is okay.
Today is bearable.
Today feels like I can actually do something, albeit in time.
Today's also made me realize
not a single day has passed since I first arrived in this country
that I haven't wished desperately to be back home.