I try

I think of you,

and I think of all the ways you make me happy

all the ways you manage to make me smile

all those moments I do a double-take and figure, "hey, she really cares about me."

But I don't know why I feel the way I do sometimes. And if maybe, there're a lot of things on the outside that get me. Or add to this.

Hell, I don't know what's happening, okay?

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but it's so hard to believe