I'm done trying to figure out why I feel the way I do. Really.
I just want to bloody get on with it already. Learn the stuff, feel the pain, have all these breakdowns I seem to be having and just get through it and come out the other end alive. I want this bit of my life to just get on by.
I'm done trying to suss out why I'm not better at being in school, why I'm so adverse, why this and that. I'm done.
Just be okay already.
Somebody fix me.